blame

looking at him looking at me

he looks restless and scruffy, something i had never realized

i contemplate about what his thoughts were

was he disspointed?  disgusted? depressed?

maybe all three.

looking in the eyes of a daughter who doesnt want him,

who would be better off without him,

a daughter who is hurt.

but this daughter doesnt cry,

she screams at him and rips his soul apart word by word.

so who’s at blame?  because this daughter sure as hell feels awful.